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Black Cats and VooDoo Dolls

Warning: Depressing rant.

Sun Apr 29, 2007, 6:09 PM
  • Mood: Shitty
I. Give. Up.

*curls up in a corner and emits depressing waves*

PMS/being sick/being lonely...they just DON'T MIX. And this is what you get.

A fucking RANT.

I got a mamoth sized tampon up my crotch, bleeeeeeeeding, swimming tomorrow, a bad cough, Seiki leaving tomorrow (God knows she needs the vacation though), and I'm giving up on finding a girl that's close to me and I think I might go back to internet dating, just because it makes me feel better for a little while before I start becoming all 'lustful', then I'll just go through the whole cycle again, so there. I don't fucking care.

I like 3 girls, one's already dating a guy and let's just sat the other one...isn't sure of her sexuality so there's no hope, and the last one IS sure, but she doesn't get online to talk to me any more. I'm fucking screwed out of everything, and I know it's my fault because I'm the one who screwed myself over with Alex. I screwed up. I seem to be good at that.

I doubt I'll stay depressed, but assume I do, Patty won't be here, but I might be able to call her, so that's a good thing...I just don't know if I'll be able to because of my parents.

My art sucks lately, like...I don't even want to think about it, sucks. I can't write worth a damn lately, and that's just pissing me off even more!

Also, my smoking craving are coming back and I wanna smack myself for even thinking about but...I can't help it. You can lecture me all you want about the affects on my health, I know them all, I just don't fucking care any more.

T_T Fuck the wooooorld...

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  • Current Residence: Desk. That is where I live. Don't believe me? T_T <--Isn't lieing
  • Interests: Writing, ReaperxFinn, R.E.A.P.E.R, Angels, all my writing, my 'mom' Seiki. xD
  • Favourite movie: I don't have one in particular o.o
  • Favourite band or musician: t.A.T.u, Kotani Kinya, Frou Frou, Within Temptation
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything Japanese really...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Me. XD
  • Favourite style of art: Anime ^.^
  • Operating System: Wouldn't you like to know.
  • Favourite game: Anything shonen-ai or yaoi XP
  • Favourite gaming platform: NOT X-box. Anything but...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Don't even get me started.
  • Personal Quote: "If at first you don't suceed...back up and run over it again."
  • Tools of the Trade: Uke powers =D

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2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW

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DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?














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(like FRIENDS or FAMILY...)
next to 4, 5, & 6 .













DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID













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ARE YOU READY?
HERE IS THE

KEY TO THE GAME


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SPACE 2





2. THE PERSON IN SPACE

3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE






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LUCKY STAR







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PERSON IN NUMBER 3






8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE

PERSON IN 7







9. THE 10 TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT

YOUR MIND






10. AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU

FEEL ABOUT LIFE






11. NUMBER 1 IS YOUR

LUCKY NUMBER

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WITHIN AN HOUR OF READING THIS.



IF YOU DO, YOUR WISH WILL COME TRUE.

IF YOU FAIL TO, IT WILL BECOME THE OPPOSITE

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